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So, as I've said... from 15th of January, I'll submit one or two artwork per week. It's gonna be hard but well - improvement goes with practise, hard work and learning. I'm really interested about effects after this year!
I'm back (soon).
First of all - Happy New Year! I hope it'll bring happiness and many good experiences for you. I may need a few days to get back to full drawing mode, but it's way closer than before. Last few months were truly hectic, when it comes to workload and stress (and I'm afraid it won't change soon), but recently I had some good (and honestly quite needed) talks with coworkers (and other people) I like and appreciate. I've got some good advices and pep talks and I'm very grateful for that. Why do I need a few days - first of all I need some time to get a grip on what's going on, what projects I want to pursue and go back to people I owe an artwork. Second big change is that I've got a new PC and I need to find my brushes, settings and prepare my whole workplace. It's a huge upgrade for me and I'm quite excited that finally I'm able to try and learn things I always wanted to, but was unable due to the slow working PC. So, let's see what the year 2024 brings and make the best of it. Is
Stressed, tired and sick
First two words are the best I can use to describe my feelings for the past 4 months. A lot of stuff is going on - 99% of the troubles are connected with my work... I'm fine - don't worry about it. It's just that firstly we were under high pressure connected with new analysys and tasks and then, in the span of 2 weeks, the team that was dealing with all of it (because of different reasons) shortened from 5 people to 2. My colleague and I (with occasional help during especially harsh days) have been trying to keep everything in line since the second week of August. Stress of everything that has been happening, pressure, tiredness made me numb and unwilling to do anything after work. I didn't have enough patience, small mistakes were throwing me off the edge. I just wanted to curl on my bed or couch and scroll on my phone. Games and movies were not so fun anymore. I'm slowly getting better - some days I'm able to sketch something. I was even able to make some corrections to my older
General Update + Main Idea for 2023
Hi guys - long time no see. A lot of things happened during the last few weeks. Just to mention the most important things: - I've got my driver's license! For now I'm driving only with my parents (I'm still too scared to drive on my own... I just don't trust myself with my hearing and perception yet). I got my first car too - it's a little old guy, but I'm slowly getting into liking him. - I've got a job and it's a permanent employment contract this time. With that in my hand, I can relax a bit. - Some things in my job got fixed and finished... yet there are still a few things waiting in line to get through. On the other hand... do you know that feeling, that everything seems to be fine and yet, your stomach still gives you this nauseating feeling of stress, breath fastens, and you get a train of thoughts ramming through your brain? I don't know why, but it still happens randomly, and it's been occurring more and more for the past 2 weeks. It's just exhausting, as it's coming back a
Short update
- It's still a very rough and stressful time at work due to the firm's expansion. While some issues have been dealt with, there are still some difficult and very time-consuming aspects to get through. - For now, I have a fixed-term employment contract until the end of the year. I really hope that I'll get an extended employment contract. It's another heavily stressful issue for me. - I'm working on my driver's license. I've finished lectures, passed the inner and national theory test and got the course finished. Now I have to pass the practical test. To sum things up... I'm currently just heavily stressed, a coffee (or energy drink) driven nervous wreck.
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Dzięki wielkie za feature <3 I sorry za zmułę XD